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the make-out session when he comes home from work..   =o)

so i had an interview at BC today, i think it went ok - the questions she asked totally through me for a loop and i admit, i don't think i spoke real well.. i already went into it knowing i more than likely wont get it because the nurse that did her externship on that floor had applied for the same position so i'm pretty sure they are again, going thru the motions to say that they have kept up their end of the bargin (re: Loan Forgiveness).  she did, however, say i am being invited back for the peer panel interview and she'll call me within the next couple weeks to set something up - she then told me she had a ton of applications she has to go through - i'm fine with whatever decision she makes, its important for the new kid to really fit in with the environment on the floor.  i'm not everyone's cup of tea lol

i'm ok with staying at BVRNC until after pennsic, which - i did not bring up today because she did not ask.. i am now wondering if i should have, but again, i doubt i got the job.

the weekend was very nice and relaxing.. spending saturday with friends then sunday going to harrisburg to see matt's family.  we took his dad and stepmom out to lunch and discussed the wedding - we needed to know if they would be hurt by not being there if we were to run off to a JOP to get it done, they said they wouldnt be and they encouraged us to have it at pennsic so i am now working on that as a possibility.  have to check around and see if people are ok with it and if amybeth can be the officiant that does the ceremony for us - it would mean the world if she can.

ok time to go figure out this work schedule..

on wings
-=- me -=-

i have applied for 90 jobs..
there are many out there that i want to do, that i am capable of doing, things i know i could kick ass at..
i'm a nurse.

i'm depressed as hell because there are no jobs within a 40 mile radius of my house that want new grads..
i'm sick to my stomach, i'm angry, i'm frustrated..

i know G-d has a plan... i know it's a good one and i know i should just hang on , be positive, keep putting myself out there..

blah
nursing shortage my ass

never ends up just painting .. we now have to replace a few things - we discovered this as we removed the toilet... yeah.. what i thought would be a one day project has just been extended to a few more days........... ahhh good times..

well, i figured that LJ would be a good place to land seeing how deardiary.net is kinda old now, been there for ooooh.. 6 years... so watchout.. here comes Ysa